Undeveloped Love

When you’re around,
Everything seems to be normal

We chat often

And there’s nothing unordinary

About the things we talked about

You seems interested in all the stories I share

You seems attentive to me all the time…

Every time we're together

It seems like we’re the best of friends.

One day, I just woke up from my bed crying

I felt tired, physically, emotionally and psychologically…

I just realize there’s no use in wearing this mask, in continuing this charade…

I always ask myself

Why the need to see you,

To be with you, to feel you…

I always derive with this reasons:

Because this simple things brings joy to my heart…

Because this simple things brings color to my pale life…

Because this simple things fill the emptiness inside of me…

Because this simple things complete my day…

It’s Sad when the things that make you happy could also destroy the happiness and turn it to a painful feeling that could kill my innocent heart…

Sometime the right thing and the most painful thing are the same. ;P